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Morningstar 96

by 52Hz Whale

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Wilting 02:41
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Infatuation and lust can come disguised as love Maybe I just like to get lit and kiss pretty women on the lips Maybe I loved you, but flowers don't always stay in bloom Maybe I loved you, but flowers don't always stay in bloom
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Unhinged 04:23
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You're a breath while I'm drowning, a break in the birdsong It was chaos but at least it made sense Now it's all empty, there's no sound but silence And there's nothing but the chaos left You're a scratch on a scab, a busted down doorway To a house that's been lived in a trashed A swarm of locusts on track to devour The few remaining shreds that are left You're a grim laceration on the memory of a soon to be forgotten past A grim laceration on the memory of a soon to be forgotten past A grim laceration on the memory of a soon to be forgotten past I don't know how to cope but to push down the spiral and to give in with ease and let go I become unraveled, I am unhinged Let the pill sink as deep as the cuts, a reminder of what it's like to feel A temporary cure to sadness by a new lack of sensation I become unraveled, I am unhinged I become unraveled, I am unhinged I become unraveled, I am unhinged I become unraveled, I am unhinged
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Exhausted 02:26
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I've done nothing today but keep all the shit at bay Further entrench procrastination, cut and lie and masturbation It doesn't matter anyway, all the fucks have gone away I dim and close my eyes, wishful thinking runs amok Nothing ever changes when you don't give a fuck It's so exhausting, all this anger I want to let it go, I wanted you to know I dim and close my eyes, wishful thinking runs amok Nothing ever changes when you don't give a fuck
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Addicted 04:43
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I feel your claws grab a hold of me They creep and crawl until I'm jittery I cannot sleep for days, you're stuck on my mind Lurking through that foggy haze, I wish I'd left you behind Stave off the formation of the formication Squash those bugs with a bitter white pill I cannot sleep for days, you're stuck on my mind Lurking through that foggy haze, I wish I'd left you behind I like me better when I'm with you I feel more like me when I'm with you I like me better when I'm with you I like me better when I'm with you I like me better when I'm with you I like me better when I'm with you I feel your claws grab a hold of me They creep and crawl until I'm suffering I'm not addicted to you, or the suffering you cause me I'm not addicted to you, you're addicted to me I'm not addicted to you, you just make it easier to think I'm not addicted to you, you just make me feel like me
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Bucket Kicker 02:06
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A toothache, a hesitation, lips closed just like my eyes Pistol-whipped and scattered lies, my conscious takes me on a trip Broken hearts and caffeinated with a slow drip Pistol-whipped and scattered lies, my conscious takes a trip Broken hearts and caffeinated with a slow drip I kicked a bucket, you kicked a bucket An empty coffer is taken for granted, A broken offer is left empty handed Pistol-whipped and scattered lies, my conscious takes me on a trip Broken hearts and caffeinated with a slow drip Pistol-whipped and scattered lies, my conscious takes a trip Broken hearts and caffeinated with a slow drip I kicked a bucket, you kicked a bucket I kicked a bucket, you kicked a bucket
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Pestilent 03:01
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I'm hurt and I'm dumb so I'll fuck 'til I'm numb And I'm numb so I'll fuck and the cycle continues You are just a stranger, a stranger to me A mask in a manger, too holy for me You talk like a pain, in the back of my head I'm hurt and I'm dumb so I'll fuck 'til I'm numb And I'm numb so I'll fuck and the cycle continues Cut and I'll cum and I'll lie like a slut And I'm numb so I'll fuck and the cycle continues You cry like a baby, a baby in a crib A crib in a manger, ripe for a king I'm hurt and I'm dumb so I'll fuck 'til I'm numb And I'm numb so I'll fuck and the cycle continues Cut and I'll cum and I'll lie like a slut And I'm numb so I'll fuck and the cycle continues
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Slipping 04:28
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Back to my place, you slide down my body Shed my clothes and slither close A tight embrace, your pulse grows faster Almost had it for a second, but it slipped away And then I lay down, my leg is shaking My sweat is dripping, my mind is slipping And I don't feel a fucking thing like an empty canteen Not even booze could top me off or a night of endless fucking I wish that I could take it back, all this pain I've caused you I wish that anything at all could make sense I wish that I could let it go and move on from this place But I know I'm stuck here And then I lay down, my leg is shaking My sweat is dripping, my mind is slipping And I don't feel a fucking thing like an empty canteen Not even booze could top me off or a night of endless fucking I miss your laugh, I miss your jokes I miss your smile, I miss your throat These thoughts of you, they're like a ghost They never fade, they never molt And I don't feel a fucking thing, like an empty canteen Not even booze could top me off or a night of endless fucking I don't feel a fucking thing, I haven't felt a fucking thing I don't feel a fucking thing, I feel nothing
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Nachash 03:31
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Awake in a garden, a partner's long since departed In the wake of revulsion, overwhelmed and discarded And you shake the rattled tail And the wind whispers Nachash I see you grin at night, a long fanged seldom sight Your venom stings my eyes, from your spatter out of spite And you coil around the tree The apple beckoning "My fruit will set you free. Don't you dare talk back to me." And you shake the rattled tail And you coil around the tree The apple beckoning
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A Way of Stabbing Backs 05:07
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A blister opens, a buckle in the road I tried to leave you, but you're always in my home I met an angel, she guided me away We grabbed your remains, and flushed them down the drain And I crawl away again and I still have thoughts of you and I try to look ahead but you have A way of stabbing backs If I could see you and I know you'd send me On that broken road that leads to misery And I crawl away again and I still have thoughts of you and I try to look ahead but you have A way of stabbing backs A way of stabbing backs I don't know how to cope but to push down the spiral and to give in with ease and let go I become unraveled, I am unhinged I become unraveled, I am unhinged I become unraveled, I am unhinged I become unraveled, I am unhinged Let the pill sink as deep as the cuts, a reminder of what it's like to feel A temporary cure to sadness by a new lack of sensation I become unraveled, I am unhinged I am unraveling I am unraveling I am unraveling I am unraveling And I crawl away again and I still have thoughts of you and I try to look ahead but you have A way of stabbing backs
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Crave 05:13
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You ask if you stay what that means to me Take it, shield your eyes, like your feeling a dull reprise Praise me, crave me Please me, leave me Your soft alabaster skin, I'll make you covet sin And float away I don't know why you keep me under your eyes I think it's a lie Praise me, crave me Please me, leave me And I watch you leave, and I watch you leave Crave me, crave me Praise me, crave me Please me, leave me
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Moving On 04:07
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You pushed me away A scrap left for the days Nothing could make it change You're trapped in your old ways I don't want regrets or to ever look back I don't want regrets or to ever look back You pushed me aside so I left you behind You pushed me aside so I left you behind A treacherous untrue heart Has left us ripped apart Now I don't return your calls And you're trapped going through withdrawals I don't want regrets or to ever look back I don't want regrets or to ever look back You pushed me aside so I left you behind You pushed me aside so I left you behind And now you watch me fade away in the blink of an eye And you fill your heart with pain as I touch the sky And now you watch me fade away in the blink of an eye And you fill your heart with pain as I touch the sky
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Venus 03:34
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Awake alone, you’ve been gone for so long For so long Another morning without you, I’m all alone I’m all alone I think back to, I think back to Last night I like the way you hold my head I like the way you move your hips I like the way I hold your hands I like the way you come again Swept back into place for tonight For tonight I just want to hold your face One more time I think back to, I think back to Last night I like the way you hold my head I like the way you move your hips I like the way I hold your hands I like the way you come again I like the way you hold my head I like the way you move your hips I like the way I hold your hands I like the way you come again
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Fool in Lust 04:05
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Am I wrong to care so much in a world that cares so little Am I wrong to get tied down in all this misery Constantly stuck half way between crying my eyes out And screaming my throat to shreds Seems like what everyone likes is just a playful façade Too exhausting to maintain But I'm not alone, I'm not alone, when I'm thinking of you I'm not alone, I'm not alone, when I think of you I feel so many bad things right now I just want to feel how I feel when you're around Am I wrong to keep on hoping each and every day Am I wrong to keep on questioning myself in every single way Constantly stuck knowing that it's always tough and it's all downhill from here Constantly stuck knowing that I'm not enough and I'll never take his place But I'm not alone, I'm not alone, when I'm thinking of you I'm not alone, I'm not alone, when I'm thinking of you I feel so many bad things right now I just want to feel how I feel when you're around I feel so many bad things right now I just want to feel how I feel when you're around
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Trapped 03:24
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I want you to notice me I want you to have feelings I want you to notice me Like I do you I’m trapped in this feeling I can’t get you off my mind I’m drinking, I’m sinking I can’t get you off my mind I’m trapped in this feeling I can’t get you off my mind I’m drinking, I’m sinking I can’t get you off my mind I hope that you dream of me I hope that your heart still beats I hope that you dream of me Like I do you I’m trapped in this feeling I can’t get you off my mind I’m drinking, I’m sinking I can’t get you off my mind I’m trapped in this feeling I can’t get you off my mind I’m drinking, I’m sinking I can’t get you off my mind
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Somehow Unique 03:39
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What if I died tonight There's a thought that lurks inside my mind Lying awake at night Would other people feel that same loss When you hear a certain song That shocking mourning that catches you off guard And when I say goodbye I only say I love you when I'm scared I'm gonna die Have you even noticed? That I say I love you when I'm scared I'm gonna die As if my feelings are special As if I'm somehow unique As if there's something else to me Beyond self harm and misery And when I say goodbye I only say I love you when I'm scared I'm gonna die Have you even noticed? That I say I love you when I'm scared I'm gonna die And I will always love you And now it's time to say goodbye
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Autopilot 03:09
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It's harder to wakeup with only warm sunrays beside me There's traces of your scent and clothes But where you head rests, it's empty And when I'm without you I never want to wake at all I just can't shake it off Only waiting to see you again Until then I feel off But when I'm without you Without you my brain turns into mud Without you my body holds on idol Without you my muscles atrophy Without you my body stays on autopilot An impossibly poetic romance That you only find in a song I've been living my whole life Unknowingly wrong Because when I'm without you Without you my brain turns into mud Without you my body holds on idol Without you my muscles atrophy Without you my body stays on autopilot
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Blooming 02:38
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A silhouette on a curtain at night Just the shape of you looks so devine I hope you notice me like I notice you I hope your dreams of me are like my dreams of your Future in my arms Your future in my arms Ending a long day, you bare your naked mind A beautiful mix of everything that's right I hope you think of me when I think of you I hope your dreams of me are like my dreams of my Future in your arms My future in your arms
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96 01:30
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I've been alone for most of my life I've resorted to you to make it feel alright I was in denial, said I didn't need you I said I wasn't addicted, but I could go a day without you I lied to myself I lied to everyone else And I've been fighting to reclaim the great losses I've faced But I don't need you to feel like me I don't need you to be me I don't need you to exist I don't need you to persist I don't need you I don't need you
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Morningstar 03:28
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You leave an image of lilies in my head You leave an imprint of roses on my bed I wanna take you by the hand on the best adventure You’ve ever had You, you mean more than the world to me You, you mean more than the world to me You radiate like how stars shine Twinkling and dancing in the sky More beautiful than the full moon at midnight Illuminate darkness with light You, you mean more than world to me You, you mean more than world to me You, you mean more than world to me You, you mean more than world to me

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Finally getting over 26 years of loneliness, forbidden loves, and drugs.

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released April 21, 2023

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52Hz Whale Lansing Charter Township, Michigan

52Hz Whale in an Aggropop project spawned from the mind of Garrett Bush.
It is an ode to unsustainable loves and loneliness.

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